Sunday Bonding with my baby boyfriend, My son.

Mondays to Fridays, I work. I work for myself, and for my boys. Saturdays is dedicated for me and for the dad of my little one. And Sunday, would be for the little one alone. We rarely go out on sundays, we stay at home and do what ever he wants to do, and by what he wants to do just means: TO PIG OUT, EAT JUNK FOODS/CANDIES, AND TO WATCH DISNEY CHANNEL THE WHOLE DAY (or to do whatever things grown ups won't let him do during weekdays). And his mom, is just a grown up in age, but still a teenager at heart. HAHAHA!

That's baby boy, being the boss, while eating jelly ace and watching tv for lunch. And I know how sleepy he is because it's almost his nap time.

Dibo, didiboding boding.

And this is my baby boss asking me to take a picture of him. Pardon the pose, this is the only pose he knows. He rarely asks for a picture of him, That's why when he feels like taking a picture, I should be alert, and super fast. Mwah Mwah Mwah!

- Brhent @ 2 years and 9 months -

FIRST DAY OF MOVING ON.

its just like i recorded everything in video, and my brain is playing it over and over again. this is the bad side of having a very active imagination. each word turns into movie, and you just dont have a choice but to watch and cry even if your eyes are closed. Ill try to make this morning good.

truth does hurt sometimes, bigtime.

   I remembered that day I dreamt of adam and this girl that my mind made up. Adam confessed something in my dream, I don't know exactly what it is but I remembered waking up crying and asking for hug. 2 days after, I learned and I found out about the truth. That the story that I know, Yung akala kong totoo, we're all make believe, they we're just plain story that they created to fool me. Ang sakit. And this time, I can't even explain how painful it is. It happened long ago, but i just can't believe that I have been laughing with those people that fooled me.

Yes, I now know everything, I have read it clearly. And all of these things went inside my brain, Ni rerecord lahat. It just transformed this conversation that I have read into a movie, and it keeps on playing inside my head. It plays even when my eyes are closed.

And though I have read everything, I still want to hear the truth from him.And the words that came out from his mouth made my world turn upside down. I don't know how to react. Ayoko kasi marinig lang sa iba lahat, I don't want to rely on the things that i have read.I want him to tell me everything. Masakit nga talagang Malaman mo lang sa iba lahat, Pero iba rin yung feeling na maririnig mo lahat sakanya, sobrang sakit. Triple. Habang umaamin sya parang ginagawa lang nila ulit yun tapos nakikita ko lahat.

It's just yesterday din na naalala ko yung dream ko. And whatever I felt on that dream, I've felt again yesterday. Kung pano ko inulit ulit sa isip ko yung panaginip ko, ganun din paulit ulit sa isip ko yung nalaman ko. Ang sakit. And I don't know when would I be able to move on. :|

young, but happy family.

Hi Readers! I would just want you all to meet my family. That's Adam, my boyfriend and husband (crosses fingers forever) to be, Our baby boy, Brhent Dylan and Yours truly, Kish. As of this time that I am blogging about this, he is 20 years old, Brhent's 2 years old, and I am 20 years old, as well.We're not perfect, We're young parents, We don't know lotsa things on how to raise a child, We're still child at heart, but at least we're trying.

We're young, but happy.

They're my everything. I may have alot of mistakes, but they're the reason why i don't want to commit the same errors. I love them so much and though it's impossible to be perfect, still I would do everything just to be (atleast), be close to perfect.

 

No regrets at all. I may have missed alot of things that teenagers call fun, Like hanging out, buying things for myself, drinking, partying, boy hunting --- but hey! I would rather missed all of those things just to get a kiss from these two boys, or just to hear My baby brhent singing ABC or twinkle twinkle! That is my definition of fun now! So yeah, that's all for now. And let me leave you guys with my most favorite picture:

GOODNIGHT!

I've been very, very, very busy lately.

There's tons and tons of reason why i wasn't able to post anything on my blog. And let me enumerate those reasons here, K?

Work.
Been busy with work since I left telus and transferred to stellar. I still have my bad habits, like being late, but I guess I'm more matured when It comes to work now compared before. Congratulations to me buuhhcuzz 3 months to go and I'll celebrate my first anniversary with stellar. So yeah, I became more busy this month becuzz we moved from araneta cubao to eastwood libis. Say hello to our new building!

We are now located at the newly built MDC 100 Building @ Eastwood Libis. It's huge, It's colder, And a smoker friendly place, lol. At least we don't have to hide from those police! haha. It also has the nicest view.. We have this chill lounge at our workplace, where we stay, to CHILL after pigging out every lunch break.

I also love how traffic looks like at night at the 24th floor! haha. Let me repeat myself again, Just at the 24th floor. It isn't lovely at all when you are already at the road. -.- K? lol.

So yeah, Been tired since day one at our new site. I'm still adjusting. I'm turning 3 weeks old @ mdc yet, still late, everyday. T_T

Baby Bochog.

And though i'm busy and tired everyday because of work, and though the adjustment is making me wack, I still make sure that I spend quality time with my baby boy, who's been very active lately. hehe! So yeah, I'm still alive, And would still be blogging. :) <3

Goodmorning!

Weather is getting better now, I can finally see Mr. Sun shining, not that bright though, but still. Winds are still a bit strong, but not roof ripping strong anymore unlike yesterday.. 

 

Here's a picture of what the sky looks like today, It's still dark but not as dark as the sky yesterday. The trees looks calmer now as well. Stay safe everyone!

MY BABY WITH HIS BABY UNCLE, CLYDE..

I have given birth at 18 years old, yes.. young. That's why most of my baby's aunts and uncles are younger than him.. Let me just tell you guys how proud I am with my baby.. He is young yes, but with his young age, he knows how to respect and take care of babies.. He loves to be with children his age, older and younger than him.. I think he got that from me! hehe!

My baby Brhent and His 6th month old Uncle, Clyde Jaden.

Brhent spents most of the week in my Aunt's house.. And he sleeps on the same bed with clyde.. Brhent doesn't mind if Clyde would cry in the middle of the night, He doesn't even bother even if Clyde's cry would wake him up from a deep sleep.. There was one time when clyde's mom and dad won't was still asleep when clyde's crying, he waked them up and said "NangNang.. Clyde.. Cry" and he reached for a bottle near Clyde and fed him.. Sweet right?

 

He even taught clyde how to plank!

 I think kids do feel happy whenever they're with someone around they're age.. We just have to give them equal attention to avoid jealousy, cause they sometimes tend to feel that there's competition for attention if you give more attention to the other child.. Show them that you also appreciate every good things they do..